One Month

Feeling: Pensive
Weather: Warm
Listening To: My Chemical Romance- To The End

One month to possibly getting the HTC Hero >_> Dad asked me to consider for a month, and also to give him time to consider T_T But I’ve already made up my mind, and I’m pretty sure I want it. I do want it more than I wanted the HTC Snap, though :x Can I have it as a belated birthday present instead? *Wags non-existent tail and makes big puppy dog eyes* I promise I’ll be a good girl.

So yeah, I’ve tested (Read: Played with) a working model of the HTC Hero at Fresh Gear, and I am in love with it :D I like the interface (Okay, so it’s almost similar to an iPhone, but never for the life of me will I get that phone. Don’t ask why, I just don’t like it D:), and especially the fact that that on-screen keyboard can be tilted. It makes SMSing easier for me, since I can either SMS with one hand, or two, much like my current HTC TyTN II (Although only with two hands), though without the hassle of sliding out the screen.

Damn it, it’s the first fully touch-screen phone I am pining over T_T Pigs shall fly. Mm. Flying bacon.

In other news, I have been on an emotional roller coaster of some sorts, but nothing too serious. It’s mainly because I’m just ruminating about pointless stuff too much :| At least I realise it. And I should learn to let go. At least Louis is by my side through everything, including this phase I’m going through and I can always count on him to always be there :) He’s the only so far who has really put into actions his words, and meant what he said, and for that I am thankful everyday.

Attending a foster siblings’ wedding, and for some reason, I find his expression cute. I have no idea what expression he was trying to aim for anyway, so don’t ask XD I really love to hear his laugh, and to see him smile. I also like the tone of his voice when he insists that I do/don’t do something, or when he’s trying to assure me. My goodness, I really do love this man don’t I? :x

There’s this ubiquitous question that’s lingering in my head for quite some time: Would you date/be with an ex again?

I’d say no, simply because there is a reason why we became exes in the first place. Now, I’ve never harboured any grudge or ill-will towards mine, but it’s always mainly due to a shift in priorities, aims, goals, opinions, interests, etc. that we broke up. For me, personally, I would never want to go back to an ex- it seems a tad bit awkward, and usually because there’s also no more chemistry between us any more. Plus, re-establishing the foundation for the relationship would seem slightly tedious. That all said, I do not discriminate against nor judge those who date/be with their ex again, mainly because maybe they still have the spark/magic/neurological stimulation (Re: Lighting up like a Christmas tree joke XD) between them, or because by some mutual agreement that both want to give the relationship another try, and are willing to work for it. But then again, which relationship doesn’t require effort? Oh well, to each their own, no? :P

I shall go take a shower, read a little and sleep nao, kthx ♥

P.S. I am suddenly missing Louis :( I miss snuggling up to him and being held by him and just lying down talking to him and feeling his warmth. Meh, this is hopeless T_T