o hai

Feeling: Pensive
Weather: Freezing Cold Where I Am
Listening To: Tokio Hotel- Monsoon

I… seriously can’t even be bothered with a proper title :D And I haven’t updated in ages either. Plus, I am updating from work (The branch at Tropicana City Mall), with the use of a laptop that’s not mine >_> So in the span of time I have sorta kinda abandoned my blog, a lot of changes have taken place and a lot of things have happened, but to be honest, I don’t feel like writing them all down for obvious reasons XD

Things might get a bit ranty, I suppose.

One of them is that Adrian and me have mutually agreed to separate, and I am currently attached to Louis, whom I have briefly written about here. If you really really want details, feel free to ask, but I will only tell you provided that I know you and I feel that I can trust you :x To make it brief, it’s more of a clash of ambitions and values and long-term compatibility and fit. Admittedly, there are still kinks I need to iron out with my relationship with Louis, but I am learning and trying to adapt, and I am very happy being with him. There are also some major obstacles we might be facing (So early on in the relationship too, but better earlier than never, plus it’s good experience that we learn to handle things like this), but we’ve agreed to see through them together, and I am keeping my fingers crossed that we’ll make it through intact.

That, and I also really need to stop thinking too much and getting too caught up with things that have passed, but meh. I know it’s not a good thing, but there are some things that have happened to me in the past that causes my tendency to rewind, look back, evaluate and re-evaluate, and it’s a hard and not to mention painful habit to kick. Louis knows and understands, and is supportive, but I personally don’t want to push it too much :|

I really love my job at Gamer’s Hideout. The bosses are all awesome, for one, and so are the colleagues. They really look out for their staff. However, apart from working for Gamer’s Hideout, I am also doing some work for their partner Storybook :D So yeah. The job’s from 12 p.m. to 10 p.m., and it is slightly tiring considering I reach home at around 11 p.m. the earliest if I’m lucky, and go to bed at about 2 a.m. or more, and I don’t really get much time to do the things I normally do. I am, however, coping, but that doesn’t help the fact that I have turned into a panda T_T It’s all quite worth it though, and I am happy :P I want to continue working for them, if possible!

There is also some familial turmoil, which is stressing me out. Amazingly, Louis was perceptive enough to see without me telling him anything, and I really appreciate him for it, and for trying to help me handle it. I always say that the traditional Asian value of filial piety is going to be the death of our people, or at least me, and it can’t be any true. Maybe I should make a thesis topic out of it? XD Oh well. I believe and hope that things will look up soon.

That’s all I think I’m going to divulge for now D: I shall have photos to accompany my posts when I am more free to upload them XD

University starts on the 1st September. How time flies when you’re enjoying yourself, and I don’t really look forward to going back for some reason >_> Oh well. The only thing that intrigues me are the subjects, which would be awesome.

I want The Beatles: Rock Band so badly! Here is their trailer :D

Oh, and I would also like to add that I am now pretty much officially a contact lens convert XD I have 4 pairs of coloured contact lenses now- blue, green, brown and purple, and I alternate them around <_< I also think that I might need a new laptop soon, because mine seems to dying a slow, painful-ish death T_T