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Feeling: Swamped
Weather: Currently? Cool
Listening To: Green Day- 21 Guns
Normally I try to refrain from doing such posts, but I have been busy with my social life lately (Not that it’s a bad thing to me, in my opinion) :D Plus, too many things have happened to actually re-cap, and I’m not going to bother because most of them are unpleasant. So yeah, this song really relates to my life at the moment, hence why I actually bother posting it in the first place, and it’s almost on permanent loop on my iTunes (Along with other Green Day, Disturbed, Linkin Park and Rammstein songs) :P
Green Day- 21 Guns
Do you know what’s worth fighting for?
When it’s not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You’re in ruins
One, twenty-one guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, twenty-one guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I
When you’re at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of the soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn’t pass
Nothing’s ever built to last
You’re in ruins
One, twenty-one guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, twenty-one guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I
Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?
When it’s time to live and let die
And you can’t get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You’re in ruins
One, twenty-one guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, twenty-one guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
One, twenty-one guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, twenty-one guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I
I’m also taking up the job at Gamers Hideout. It’s really fun >_> I start on Monday. Wish me luck and all.
Feeling: Blue
Weather: Neutral
Listening To: Coldplay- In My Place
Err, yeah, it’s been quite some time since I last wrote. A lot of things have happened, but I don’t feel like repeating them :| The best word to sum it all up is probably a rollercoaster… you know, ups and downs. I’m trying my best to be optimistic and all, and to resolve my conflicts, so yeah :D Easier said than done. Maybe I should isolate myself from the main source of my problem for a while?
That said, I had a very fun and epic weekend :D Friday involved me running off to some abandoned and isolated reservoir pumping station in Shah Alam at the last-minute with Joyce and Louis for a photo shoot for one of Joyce’s projects :P It was very fun and exhilarating, and I want to go back there sometime to properly explore the place :x Joyce is a seriously awesome photographer… I wouldn’t mind being his slave model more often, for sure.
See? :3 I really love the raw, gritty feel of the photo as a whole. I’ve had comments that the photo reminds them of Saw (I don’t mind if I’m the mastermind behind it, though :D), and one of Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen >_> And like Tibbar pointed out, I have some sort of halo! XD
Saturday and Sunday involved work at Furry Friends Farm, as there was a blizzard of media coverage and people coming in, and help was needed around the farm. They were mostly conducted in Chinese though, so being the banana I am, stayed away :P There was supposed to be English coverage, but due to some circumstances such as Adrian’s car breaking down (The irony- we were blasting music in his car during lunchtime, and was talking about Megan Fox), it didn’t happen :( Oh well, I guess there’s always more chances though.
As a result of the exciting weekend, my whole entire upper body is hurting today x_x Also, I need to buy high socks, to wear with my hiking boots, because ankle socks + hiking boots = pain on my calves D: And I am also seriously very tanned… not that it’s an entirely bad thing :P And doing volunteer work = workout!
I am experiencing cognitive dissonance. Should I, or should I not, take up the part-time job at Gamer’s Hideout? It’s going to be pretty long-term, and what with other things cropping up as well…
I need some form of catharsis >_<
Argh an exam tomorrow argh @_@